Cong

2010-04-20T08:16:00.000-07:00

hello. you see, today very bored. no one to text with.
Bro nvr come school.
every time my birthday wishes is the same and stupid.
i just hope for a girlfriend to celebrate my birthday..
am i very stupid ?
is that wish that fucking hell stupid ?
haiix suan le.
at least i got friends who cheers me up all the time. thanks everyone.
and thanks x baobeii for the memories it will last until the day i die. ;D
as long as you happy can le. i wish you all the best.
i really dunno how to sing but i know that was the first song i sang it for you..
i remembered, did you remember ?
did you remember how you smiled ?
it disappeared long ago.. i really wanted to see it again.
but its too late.
你的脸贴在我胸口
泪水早已渗透了我的衣袖
你我都沉默了许久
不该说的话你终于说出口
拥抱过后你转身就走
我笑着说再见心却在颤抖
我已没有勇气问你
离开的理由
想说声爱你已很久
可我从来都没有
以前我对你不够好
我也很难受

只怪自己当初没有抓紧你的手
失去了你我才知道你有多重要
现在说后悔也没有用
心虽然很痛
只怪自己当初没有将爱说出口
现在想说声爱你已找不到借口
失去你以后
我连呼吸也好难受

拥抱过后你转身就走
我笑着说再见心却在颤抖
我已没有勇气问你
离开的理由
想说声爱你已很久
可我从来都没有
以前我对你不够好
我也很难受

只怪自己当初没有抓紧你的手
失去了你我才知道你有多重要
现在说后悔也没有用
心虽然很痛
只怪自己当初没有将爱说出口
现在想说声爱你已找不到借口
失去你以后
我连呼吸也好难受

只怪自己当初没有抓紧你的手
失去了你我才知道你有多重要
现在说后悔也没有用
心虽然很痛
只怪自己当初没有将爱说出口
现在想说声爱你已找不到借口
失去你以后
我连呼吸也好难受

hehe off to bed~ nights :>

2010-04-15T08:34:00.000-07:00

hello, its me again.
as for today, i'm very bored. you know.
went down to checkpoint take my psp and pay for fucking $135.
I'm very angry.
GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR !!!
well, everyday i sit and ask myself, how did love slip away.
sian lor, today burn thing till burn my hand.
sun too bright cannot see the fire.
now not pain le.
today sst fucking boring. you see. this whole week all maths maths maths and still maths.
i dunno, i'm the one found you in this life. i cant have.
hearing my voice calling your name.
cause when i trying so hard not to look into your eyes. maybe i.. fallen love with you.
hehe.. dunno what to write le.. haiix.
just listen to my blog de song ba =) i dunno how to sing..

2010-04-12T04:10:00.000-07:00

missing her now.
why am i dripping my tears ?
i remembered the first time you told me not to leave you.
i remembered the first time you told me "i love you, baby."
i remembered the first time you held my hands..
i remember the first time she told me i'm her last romance.
i remembered that we went out together for the first time, we walked along orchard road.
i remembered the first time i told you i wanted to ride a bike,
but you wouldn't allow me.
i remembered the first time we both kissed.
i remembered the first time of everything started.
i remembered the first time i gave you the paper horse.
i remembered i first time skipped meal to buy you couple key chain.
i remember how you treated me cold.
i remembered how worried when i have gastric pain.
i remember our promises, but you are the one who broke our biggest promise.
i remembered how you scolded me.
i remembered how to ignored me.
i remembered how you told me "You are irritating."
i remembered how you made me heart broken.
i remembered how to stared at me.
i hope you can come back to me one day holding me tightly saying iloveyou,
i wont leave you again.
every time i wake up i always think of you.
every time in classroom, i'm also always thinking of you, wondering what you doing.
i hope you are seeing this post.
viewers if you read this post, help me tell her i really really miss her.
i think dun ba, she has a boyfriend le, which is i treated him as my 'older brother'.
i wondering if she has 1 more thing for me because i got something for her wondering to give or not.
the face you gave me hurts me even though i'm happy on my appearance.
i'm trying to deceive myself but it keep failing.
all i wanted to give you is a hug..
its hard for me. i know you wont want to see me or talk to me.
what am i crying for ? Crying for?
it's supposed to be humor.
我努力唱完這歌, 我忘了破音沒有
你心裏觸動的, 下一首已經不是我
我努力唱到嘶吼, 我不怕剩我一個
只要你能記得, 這首歌給我最愛的..
iloveyou.. 310110 i miss you too.. T_T

2010-04-11T09:22:00.000-07:00

hi, i'm back on blog.
today i wana share something.
if YOU wondering who is the you referring to..
YA YOU READING THIS !
keep your god damn mouth shut when you read this post okay ?
IF NO JUST CLICK THE PROFILE TAB AND CLICK CLICK HERE !
MAHAHAHAHHA.
this is referring to someone..
you scared of a lot A LOT of things,
why would you want to DO IT !
i treated you like a god damn older brother..
you fail me 'older brother'
haiix i have nothing to say to you anymore..
this is referring to ANOTHER person..
you smashed my heart on the floor,
you build me up and tear me down, like an old abandon house.
you failed me, i'm disappointed in you.. gal.
back to topic,
today is just another fine day ya know ?
being happy, trying not to think too much.
Thanks bro, kok, chamz, wei rong, ranny, wei hao, chun seng,
for treating me good and 'counseling' me all along.
well, NOW CONG'S BACK TO HIS OLD WORLD,
COULD HE FIND A CARING, GOOD, KIND GIRLFRIEND ?
STAY TUNE~
.. Buybye~
hehe =)

2010-04-09T08:19:00.000-07:00

Its a Fucked up day..
When people lie to you especially when u treat him like your siblings.
you know its totally fucked up.
Why am i dripping all these tears.
I HATE PEOPLE THAT LIE TO ME FOR SO LONG THEN COME AND TELL ME !
I post this just only for someone to look at this..
let him find out himself.
She can treat me like this, hard to say for you.
i HATE you but i HATE myself more.
you know i catch your words very long le.
come on its obvious.
Why must you hunt me of all people.
TELL ME WHY.
FUCK OFF. I HATE YOU.
Who can understand my feelings..
when being hunt by your god damn 'siblings'..
and when being hurt by your x.
What i wanted to find had been reveal..
When i'm hurt where are you.
When i'm injured, what did you reply.
What you have done so far.. have been hurting me.. nothing else more.
If you think these words are referring to you..
J.U.S.T F.U.C.K O.F.F F.R.O.M H.E.R.E !
I cherished the times whenever i'm with you..
I loved the times whenever i'm with you.
I loved the times when you cared about me.
Remembering the first time we hold hands..
Remembering the first time i kissed you.
Remembering the first time you kissed me.
Remembering the first time we went out together.
Remembering the first time OUR EVERY FIRST TIME.
Now you deeply hurt me, what you going do, what you going say ?
Well i'll keep that as memories..
So anyone here reading this post just keep your mouth SHUT.
so anyone reading this post, be sure you try to understand your boy or your girl.
treat your opposite party your best.
Bro, Kok especially you both, i dun want see another me liao.
Its hurting you know ?
UNDERSTAND THE PAIN I'M IN NOW ?
treat each other good okay ? PROMISE me.
Dun regret anything you do when you both are together.
well i finished my song here,
i want you to know,
this song is written for my love.
Thanks, anything can tell or ask me.
contect me lor.. =)
Fake smiles are the only way you can use when your sad. Remember THAT !
BuyBye.. My love..
iloveyou, imissyou..
310110.
020410 is where we ended..

2010-04-08T06:18:00.000-07:00

hello, i'm back.

i'm very pissed off.

guess what ?

you all know nothing.

well it takes time to forget about a relationship u all know ?

sometimes girls can be bitch and sometimes boys can be bastard.

all human can be backstabbers.

aiya i know the truth liao la.

come on ! when u both are going to tell me.

its too obivous liao

wake up your idea lar hor..

DAMN, fucking pissed =)

hahahahaha okay la buybye~ =)

2010-04-08T04:06:00.000-07:00

Harlow folks ! Nice to see you back to see my posts again.
Today in school was very bored. Especially SST and Remedial.
Today went school, very warm.
Today 3 period A.Maths.. shi sian de wor..
In class dun feel like sleeping.. kept thinking of her sia.. WTF.
Its like suddenly de wor !
Currently now at Lynette BRO de house.
You know Chinese Malaysian shi Zhe Yang Zhi Jiang Hua De WOR !
hahahaha i sot liao dun care me.
Recess i want call prawn noodle eat de..
but i shout to auntie say what i want FISHBALL NOODLE.
Its like WTF, all laughing. i very pai seh de lei..
ZZZ sia !!!! RAWR,
Now thinking of her again.
Cats in Bro de house very irritating.
keep irritate my leg.
Perhaps they like my leg.
MUAHHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHa.
Bo Bian Cong marhs.
Now Another one come irritate liao..
Dun irritate me... CATS !
MEHAHAHAHA.
Today remedial Physics, very bored.
Today SST more fun de lor..
NO TEACHER DE WOR !
SO GOOD !!!
If our SST venue in air-Conditioner room jiu good lo.
God-Damn teachers promised us what put graduating classes for sst in Air-Conditioner Room.
Pui, a pack of lies.. Bye.. SUCKERS =) hahahaah
joking la bye dudes..

2010-04-07T06:57:00.000-07:00

hahah thanks lynette bro for helping me to decorate my blog.

You know today i saw her, my mood suddenly change.
Upon seeing her, i dunno i want to smile or cry..
trying to forget her..
she suddenly appear in front of me.
Today i not a good day for me.
Today Zhi Wei told me a lot of things.
Zhi Wei thanks for sharing with me.
I understand.
Sometimes when crying out, you will feel better.
wahahahahah so warm.
I'm SWEATING.
HAHAHAHA i sot liao.
I dunno lar..
You know ?
Its hard to smile nowadays..
School have homework and most irritating is the SST !
okay thats all for now. nights, dude.
MUHAHAHAHAHHAHA!!!